ok well im gunna try and start updating alot again  . . but i dont really have anythign to say today  . . jus that alicia is down here for 2 weeks and that me her and kelly went to the fair thiingy last night  . . i love you so much kelly !! bye byez !!

~DeAd~

ok here ill updaye bout somthing i feel so unloved right now  . . i hate my parents  . . i lhate my life  . . i jus wanna die  . . .  i feel lik kelly is slipping away  . . so yea i jus wanna scream right now  . .

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

really good song  . . i love it  . .

i love you kelly

~DeAd~

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ok fine !! HERE!! i updated !! happy !!? ok bye !

been a while hasnt it  . . well all i have to say is that i love kelly and that the trip mostly suked  . .  then funest parts were the rec. center and the hotel rooom and the bus ride home lol  . . well i gtg but  . . kelly i never ever want to lose you again  .  i love you os much  .  .by bye baby
~DeAd~